As I sat and sulked in my big fat leather chair, thinking about how no one has called me for a job since October, I received a phone call. An interview! Yes! Finally, someone was interested in me. Super excited! An administrative assistant position for a major candy company. Great, a fat girl interviewing for a candy company. I have been going over all the "right" answers in my head. I've told myself 100 times to relax and not be nervous. I'm perfect for this position.
But..... 1 little word has me freaking out and about to cry. Stairs. The interviewer said "we'll go up stairs". Oh lord. Not only was I kinda worried already about my size, now I have to climb stairs? Let's just stack the deck even further against me. I can't do stairs. I have bad knees and I'm carrying an extra 200 pounds of fat on me! I will be so out of breath! My husband is trying his best to calm me, however I just want to cry and cancel this interview. The thought of being embarassed and losing a potential job because I am so damn fat kills me.
I just hope I can get past my fears and have a good interview!